Monday, March 9, 2009

Well, I never really have anything to much to blog about...since I do not have children , it seems like I just blog about myself & that seems very selfish...BUT, it is my blog I guess:) And it feels silly to have a blog and never write on it...so lets see. How about some randomness... I like all the posts of people's normal days! Those are so neat, I love seeing how other people do things! I also love it when some of you guys post recipes & pictures of the dish. Ummm! Eric & I were on a taco kick for quite a while...not so much now:) Mom says I've always been that way...I will eat so much of something that I end up hating it...ie..mayo...ugh! On the food note, I LOVE casseroles, but try not to make them often b/c I can't push away from them very easily. I have been craving brownies BAD but have resisted. Tonight I am making burgers & sweet potato fries...wish I was having brownies too:)
I will be doing daycare for approximately 6 more weeks & then I'm done. I have done this job for over 2 years...time for a break. I have had all infants most of that time! I DON'T know how you moms out there do it, I'm serious! Is it different with your own kids? I LOVE these babies, I really do, and I think that I am pretty good at it, but this is a hard job. People say oh, when they are your own it's different. All I can say to that is , if they were mine I would not be "free" after 4:30. Honestly, can anybody tell me honestly how hard it is?? I want to know the REAL stuff b/f I go down that path.I'm afraid that I am too selfish to have children. I can't believe I just wrote that, but it is the truth...I am selfish. And, how exspensive must it be!! Plus, I would just be heartbroken if I had a baby & it suffered from depression when it grew up or had some other physical problems that I have. I think I would adopt if I wanted kids...I think adoption is awesome. Good grief, I am getting into random things for real...I have a feeling I will end up deleting this post!
I think that this is enough of a post for now!

3 comments:

Missy said...

Yep, its totally different when they are your own!

Michelle said...

LOL! I'm glad you didn't erase it :) I like to say parenting is Yuck and Yay because I have no vocabulary :) I think the fact that you love those other babies says a lot about how you would be as a mom. I honestly never liked watching other people's kids. How's that for selfish? :)

Oh, and I don't think it's silly at all to have a blog for yourself. Some of my favorite blogs are like that :)

care-in said...

It's definitely different but there are good days and bad days. When I wasn't going to teach this year people suggested daycare or preschool...that's not for me though. We've always used in home daycare for Elliya and it worked great for us so I am thankful for you. I don't know how you all do it since you are there by yourself all day. I can imagine the need to be "free" at the end of the day.